Jason Steven Barbour

Our Little Angel

Hi
Son Just to say Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas, Just think a big four now,How the time passes. I so wish you were here,Instead i have to make do with what only, and what if's, One thing is for sure though, you are always with me in my heart, you know i never stop thinking about you. and what could have been,I love you so much son,and look forward to the day we are united. Till then at least i know you are with Jesus.God Bless son all my love daddy xxx.

Steven (Father) December 16, 2007

Angel tears at Christmas

God sends His lovely angel tears
To us this time of year
They float and tumble through the air
And send out Christmas cheer.

Each flake He sends is special
From out of wintry skies
They paint a pretty picture
To soothe our weary eyes.

They glide and twirl as if to say
The season's just begun
And gently beckon to us
To join in merry fun.

Like sparkling gems, they fill the sky
And quietly take up space
They seem to flow in harmony
Attired in angel lace.

At Christmas time when all is calm
We look to things above
For angel tears and Christmas
To fill our lives with love.

A sacred star shines in the East
As Christmas day draws near
A manger scene, a Holy night
And gentle angel tears.

The children gather 'round the tree
To hear the Christmas story
As angel tears fall to the earth
To trim the earth in glory.

His precious tears drift to the earth
So everyone will know
A child was born in Bethlehem
It's written in the snow.

So if you get to feeling blue
And plagued by worldly fears
Just look outside your window
God's shedding angel tears.

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) December 11, 2007

One set of foot prints

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One set of foot prints for a lovely wee boy
mummy is carying you in my heart each and every day
love and miss you son so much

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) November 10, 2007

Tiny Footprints
THESE ARE MY FOOTPRINTS
SO PERFECT AND SO SMALL.
THESE TINY FOOTPRINTS,
NEVER TOUCHED THE GROUND AT ALL.

NOT ONE TINY FOOTPRINT,
FOR NOW I HAVE MY WINGS.
THESE TINY FOOTPRINTS WERE MEANT,
FOR OTHER THINGS.

YOU WILL HEAR MY TINY FOOTPRINTS,
IN THE PATTER OF THE RAIN.
GENTLE DROPS LIKE ANGEL'S TEARS,
OF JOY AND NOT FROM PAIN.

YOU WILL SEE MY TINY FOOTPRINTS,
IN EACH BUTTERFLIES' LAZY DANCE.
I'LL LET YOU KNOW I'M WITH YOU
IF YOU JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE.

YOU WILL SEE MY TINY FOOTPRINTS
IN THE RUSTLE OF THE LEAVES.
I WILL WHISPER NAMES INTO THE WIND
AND CALL EACH ONE THAT GRIEVES.

MOST OF ALL, THESE TINY FOOTPRINTS
ARE FOUND ON MUMMY'S HEART.
'CAUSE EVEN THOUGH I'M GONE NOW
WE’LL NEVER TRULY PART

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) October 26, 2007

Whenever you feel lonely
look up to the sky above
know that your angel looks down over you
and showers you with love.

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) September 12, 2007

I'm just a little baby
Who didn't quite make it there;
I went straight to be with Jesus,
and I am waiting for you here.

Don't you worry about me mommy,
I am of all God's lambs most blessed;
I would have loved to stay with you,
but the Shepherd knows whats best.

So dear mommy, don't you sorrow,
wipe those tears and chase the gloom,
I went to be with Jesus,
Straight from my mommy's womb.

Thank-you for the life you gave me,
it was brief but I don't complain;
I have all of Heaven's glories,
Will suffer none of the earthly pain.

Daddy gave me something for you,
It's our secret, Mommy dear,
He pressed it tight against my forhead,
and he whispered in my tiny ear.

I'll be waiting for you, Mommy,
For You and Daddy both.
I'll be with you forever,
Then I'll give you Daddy's kiss

Carole Aunt Of Aysha Kuddissi And Karl Fisher August 26, 2007

Dont let them say

Don't let them say I wasn't born,
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone,
This world was worthy, not, of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face-
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was 'meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes',
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Another child you'll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There'll come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you'll understand.
Although I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn't mean I never 'was'--
An angel never dies.....

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) June 24, 2007

if i could have a wish

If I could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true.
I'd pray to God with all my heart for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I have tried.
And neither will a million tears
I know because I have cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) June 20, 2007

The Lily
The lily only lasts a day,
But God creates it anyway.
All that work to make a flower,
Then it's gone it's had its hour
Even though our baby died,
he’s still precious in God's eyes.
Our child came and made his mark,
he’s changed our lives and touched our hearts.
Upon his death to heaven he soared,
Here for a moment... Now with the lord

Zsa Barbour (Mummy) June 20, 2007

In a baby castle

In a babys castle just beyond my eye,
my baby plays with angel toys that money cant buy
who am i to wish him back
no, play on my baby
for you have wternal life.
At night when all is silent
and sleep forsakes my eyes
ill hear his tiny whim, right at my side
his little hands caress me
so tender soft and so pure
ill breathe a prayer and close my eyes
and embrace him in my sleep
Now i have a treasure
that i rate above all other
i have known true glory
i am still his mother

Xxmummyxx June 16, 2007